And it feels so good   :) 

After downloading a few viruses disguised as Photoshop (luckily my spyware caught them), I finally downloaded the correct one!  Now I'll definitely start finishing commissions again.  I was just so unmotivated the past couple of months because I didn't really wanna hog my dad's laptop just to use his Photoshop.  Sorry to those who've been waiting ^^;

Oh, and I might be taking more interest in my long-abandoned site soon because an amazing-certain-someone has just offered to share some of her hosting space with me!  So generous!  :D

Glad I went to that farewell party.  Our boss fed us SOOO WELL, my goodness.  I've never eaten so much and so many kinds of fruit before.  It turned out that it wasn't so bad that they were all close to each other because it kept the conversations going...although I did feel really out of place when they started discussing intellectual things like studies, research papers, religion....then I just nodded my head and ate my fruit.  

Today I hung out with one of my oldest friends from middle school.  Since high school, I've only seen him either zero or one time every year, but every time we do hang out it's like nothing's changed.  Even if we keep almost zero contact with each other inbetween these yearly hangouts, we can always still hang out and talk like old times without weird awkwardness.  Makes me glad that even though I've lost touch with lots of old friends since college, there's still a small handful of people who I can still hang out with like this anytime, no matter how long it's been.  Hopefully I can see a few more of these certain people before summer ends.. :)

Oh and even though he probably doesn't read this, Happy Birthday to my cousin Allen!  Partyyy tomorrowwww!




....Oooooooo my mom is seriously irritating me with planning this suprise party for my dad.  She's incredibly indecisive and yet remains bossy about every decision she makes, even though they're bound to change sooner or later.  And when I try to show my disagreement she goes on and almost....boasts.....?.....about how she's been to so many parties and I haven't....? 

I get so annoyed I could just throw something.

Damn, back at the apartment since summer school starts tomorrow.  Microbiology...fun.  Especially when you have a teacher "notorious for pop quizzes" as she stated in an email she sent out to the class.  She'll also be so kind as to give 5 exams, 1 for every week before the final.  Cannot wait.

This past month was the longest time I've stayed at home in a couple of years and I loved it.  I know I go back home frequently throughout the school year, but it's different from staying there for a whole month...so comfortable waking up in my own room with my dog everyday, eating mom's cooking with the family every night, satellite TV, comfy couches (because seriously the one at my apartment is SO shitty), no rats....  It was good.  Blah, but whatever, at least I got a whole month to stay home...now it's back to school.  

At least here at the apartment I can focus on studying.  And god do I need a lot of studying.  MCAT is in 2 weeks and I'm ridiculously unprepared.  I'm seriously considering paying the 50 bucks to push the test date back a few weeks or even just canceling it altogether and just take it next year... but I think my parents would kill me for that because I'd only get a half-refund and I did have a month to study...  Ahh I dunno, I've gotta plan out how to talk to them about it this week.  I already got some bad vibes from them when I told them that I don't think my med school application is good enough to submit this year....  I'm starting to seriously consider waiting until next year to apply to med schools and maybe just work for a year while waiting to hear back...

Damn, senior year hasn't even officially started yet and I'm already feeling the pressure of what to do next.

It made what is usually a 20-min drive to work a 1-hr drive...  >__<   Gotta do both jobs tomorrow.  Grr.

Woot, I finally finished the doujinshi for the Staple anthology!  It seemed so much easier this time now that I'm familiar with toning and some time-saving techniques :)  In the end it still took a while to finish because I spent a lot of time thickening some lines after inking.  It's a pain in the butt, but really makes a difference!  I noticed my last doujinshis looked really flat because there was like, no variation in line width.  Oh well, I'm still learning.  Hopefully I'm somewhat keeping up with the other artists T_T...  Anyways, now it's just a few months wait until it gets printed and sold!  :D

I'm getting sick of all this smoke in the air.  As if the ridiculous heat wasn't enough.  I wanted to just pass out a few times today while working outside.

Ugh, studying for MCATs is a bitch.  I should've finished my doujin projects in June so I could go all out on studying this month.  2 and a half weeks left for the staple doujin and it's only like half-inked  D:  I'll do just a little more tonight and then sleep.  

Working 2 jobs sucks.  I'm pooped.